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Give Me A Chance
written by SuperBob11:00 PM 6/28/04| Tell me now if what is planned is a go...Tell me now that I don't have to worry...Tell me now that my guilt will vanish...It's not that I want all this...Just that I need it...I need to know...I can't live like this...Give me a chance to be held and saved...I will say now...I will take advantage of it...I want my safety...I need to be looked after...I'm too lost and confused to enjoy my solitude...For so many years I longed for loneliness...Now it's my downfall...Not my saviour...The drugs that get pumped into my system don't change how I feel...I would feel better if I had the chance...If I knew that I was being watched over...Maybe I shouldn't have become an atheist...Then I would have a religion to fall back on...But...No...I've lied to myself enough in this life...One more lie and I will die...One more lie...and I will only be scar tissue...I'm not what I used to be...I can never be that person again...I killed it with the lies...I killed it with surpression....I am reborn into sorrow...I have been showed a new life...A new life that I despise for the guilt and horrors...But alas...That all could be changed...Give me the chance to be held and saved...I'm tol;d I'm not worthless or wasted efforts...If all that is true...Why I am still in this crimson circle of blood and slashes...Give me a chance to finally be free |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
uhh...well not really sure what to say....i kinda strayed from what i wanted to say in it...but oh well...this product has pleased me...its not all that great but meh...it works for the mood i am in
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