| You are everything to me, you are my dreams each time I sleep, the nightmare of my day, you are the memory of my mind falling away. Just sit tight, and hate the ride, this will be the end of my life. On my knee's, is where I bleed, broken wings and broken feet. I'm holding onto you looking for support, living next to fear inside everything single thought, if you pull away now, I'm scared that I'll drown, spend the rest of my life just floating around. Until you come back and rest my feet back on the ground. I'm always on my knees for you, always begging on the floor for you, and forever more I'll bleed for you. Forever more I'll need you and put all my faith in you. Maybe thats the biggest mistake I'll ever make, because the second you leave then love turns into hate, you'll leave me bleeding, an angel without grace. Without a heartbeat. You're not even real, metal heart, stainless steal. Bullet proof heart, you're too strong to tear apart. I'm too weak to stand alone, every tear I've cried has been my own. Thats all I'm ever good for. Hitting the floor. Your picture in my hand with a bloodstain on your face, I don't want to erase you, unwanted hate. I might just tear our my heart so I don't have to feel a thing, I won't have to worry about the things I'll be missing. You're still here, but you don't seem real, I'm scared that you'll leave me standing in the rain, repeting the same actions over and over again...this time it'll hurt more, I've grown since before. I might be tempting fate, maybe I want it to break, maybe I'm just losing control of everything I create. |
