| I couldn't say a thing without hearing a reason to shut up. I couldn't speak a word without hearing an excuse for me to give up. And yet, here I am, within a shroud of sarcasm, still tangled in the web of miss understanding, all of that fucking hate, I blame you I blame myself, I bleed and so do you, but you want to proclaim innocence, then assume I'm lost in lame ignorance, you can't see through the window, wipe away the ice take a look inside. Every creative insult you tell, every attempted apology, thought out very well. See who's crawling, see who's caring, who's ruled by apathy? and who's pissing away purity! Clean the mirror, take a look now, it'll be much clearer, far as I can see now, I see a liar, I see a failure, failing yourself more than me, and you are lost within this meaningless destiny, you must want to throw it all away! Or could you stomach the fact that you continue this quest every day?! Its not a choice of mine for me to decide, don't look at me now or any other time to help you compromise if you must, or even compile, its just one second its one thing, then a minute later its another. Are you looking in the mirror yet? Do you see what I see yet? Can you feel the wind coming from the open window? the one pushed up, the pressure I eased, up it went. |
