Tell me lie after lie, try to feed me line upon line, I can see each and every tear that falls. But you don't understand me or my religion, don't even realize my reasons. Just go away, and leave me be, I'm happy the way I am completely fucking free! I got a new world inside my dreams, I resurrected this nightmare just to let you see. How things are made, inside my mind. I want you to see, all the wicked things I try to hide. Iv been dubbed totally insane, I guess I'm running off the tracks says this old train. Here’s a little secret, Iv got this knife, it cuts open the skin, and makes sacrifices in the name of my sin. You don't see me, I'm quite really playing a game, called life, that's why I keep this knife. Can't you see its always the same? Its a cycle we can't break. If you knew, what Iv always wanted to do, then you would run away and never play through. Because I'm so far into the darkness, there’s no light for miles around. I'm so far into rape and murder you'll never understand me, or my Mother, mother of misery, this demoness living inside my head! Sometimes she haunts me so, that I want to end up dead! |