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What I Wasted
written by AthiestAnarchist06:01 PM 1/24/05I wasted my breath
I wasted my time
I wasted the thought that one day you’d be mine
Ignoring me as we pass through life
I’m so tired, I don’t want to fight
I wasted my love
I wasted my anger
I wasted my love of danger
Ignoring me and every little bit
Don’t say you love me if you don’t mean it
I wasted these months
I wasted these days
I wasted these weeks
Ignoring me as my heart leaks
Spewing blood until I cannot hold it any more…I’m going to explode
I wasted my feelings
I wasted my emotions
I wasted every little motion
Ignoring me as if I don’t matter to you
I am just hoping that I still do
I cannot give you what you seek
Deep into my soul, I am hurt…do you want to take a peek?
Anger scars my bones as my body moans
Tell me what you really want
Don’t tell me what I want to hear
God damnit, speak clear!
Tell me if any or all of this is true
I just want to get through to you.
Tell me the truth now, not later
Please, just do me this favor
Talk to me and don’t ignore me
Speak your mind before me
Don’t give me false hope and a reason to hold onto my dreams
I don’t want to guess how things seem
I just want the truth from you…please just tell me
Tell me how things must be
Tell me what I’ve wasted. |
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