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Completely Apart
written by AthiestAnarchist06:05 PM 1/24/05The pieces of my broken heart lay upon the stone cold floor
The weight of my guilt beats me until I’m sore
So many things, to little time to apologize
I wish that my these things were true and I didn’t have to fantasize
Longing for the day
So many things that I wish that I could say
You will never know until I’m gone
For you I have always longed
Your regrets mean nothing
You took no action
Your love for me is what fraction?
Say it to me
Do you mean it or not?
I hear these words, they tie my mind up in knots
It drives me crazy every time you mention her
I just laugh and pretend not to scream in anger inside
In my dark and unloving room, I will always hide
In there, so many memories
So many words that mean so much to me
Waiting my entire life away for you
What will you do?
Toss me out?
Use me about?
Kiss you once I could only wish
My love for you out I dish
I picture you in my mind…
Will there will you always hide?
Hide away from me
She will never know
I should have told you sooner
Now I’m the only looser
You don’t know why I like you, love you
Neither do I
You said you loved me one night
Sometimes I don’t know if you mean it…you should know that I really do
I love you.
I know you have her and you probably love her more than me
That’s ok…
You promised me yourself one day
Believe you or not?
Tears my mind in half
Tears my heart into pieces
I wish you could see this.
Every time you mention her, you break my heart
You tear it completely…apart |
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» Comments / Feedback | by (guest) (2-27-2005 - 07:19 PM)
Wow! great poem! i'm really sorry if that really happened and i hope life gets better for you as it goes on...~ peace |
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