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Last Try For Happiness
written by SuperBob04:35 AM 7/6/04So many times I tried to pull through
I gave up each time and continue to
I never knew that it would bring me to this,
To this last time for anything to exist
I have gone through it time and time again
I have written it out over and over with a pen
I know it's all the past and behind me now
Tell me ways of getting by the reminders...how?
Reminders in everyone, day after day they grow
It's getting easier on me to just never show
Showing how much I feel useless is what I want to do
But I could never show that...for I have you
You have helped make me feel protected
Around you my essences was never molested
I want to just live in your care
I need you to be my only form of air
Together with you would make me feel fine
These pills I take now make me cross a dark line
I asked for them to leave me alone
But the doctors say I will be at home
Home isn't here
This isn't where I belong
I want to leave now
But I just don't know how |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
okie this first started off being something about how Troy was getting to me with his constant saying everything is in the past and it shouldnt affect me now...then somehow it ended up turning into be how i would feel better to just not be here and be with Corey instead...tricky how he got worked into this
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| » Comments / Feedback | by souls of the forggoten (7-10-2004 - 07:13 PM)
| I really like this poem. I think it describes some of my emotions about people best. |
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