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silent tears of regret
written by suicide_penguin06:26 PM 1/28/05I dont want to lose you and I know deep down in your heart you dont want to lose me.
I may have broken a few promises I made.
They're are some promises that you think I broke which I didn't.
Remember when I told you that you'll be my bebe d'amour pour toujours? I didn't break that promise, you'll always be my baby.
There were some promises that I shouldn't have made..the one that I promised you that we will be together forever. I shouldn't have made that promise cause you never know what will happen in the future between us. I just wanted to make you happy but I guess I made the wrong decision.
No, I didn't lie when I told you that one of my biggest fear is losing you. I really meant that. I regret every single word I said that night. I wasn't thinking. I know you dont want to end it and neither do I. I've made the stupiest mistake ever. I know I can be a bitch sometimes and I'm so so sorry for treating you like shit cause you dont deserve to be treated like that because you're the nicest guy I ever met and to be honest with you no one would ever replace you.
All the guys I went out with I always said to myself I always thought that they loved me for me but at the end I was totally wrong all they wanted was a girl with boobs and some action. And then one day a boy comes knocking on my door. A boy who really loved me who didn't care about the boobs nore the action.
A boy who actually loved me for me.
A boy who became my fucking good friend who knew me from a-z.
Who loved me with all of his heart.
A boy who would do anything for me.
A boy who gave me butterflies everytime I would think of him.
A boy who made me laugh and smile.
I had the oppertunaty to be with that person and have so many good times but instead one night I let that oppertunaty fly away and now I'm wondering if that oppertunaty would ever fly back to me.
Maybe now, Maybe tomorrow, Maybe never.
And if that oppertunaty will never fly back to me that because of the stupiest desicion I made without me thinking who shut my door closed and left that boy out of my life to find himself a new door to knock on. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Saddsteph (2-2-2005 - 08:06 PM)
| Wow.....i love this poem.....it is truly a sad one it seems to be anyway...very deep too. i love it.
it reminds me of something that had happened to me. |
by Saddsteph (2-2-2005 - 08:06 PM)
| Wow.....i love this poem.....it is truly a sad one it seems to be anyway...very deep too. i love it.
it reminds me of something that had happened to me. |
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