I didn't mean a word I said, just make this day end, before I freeze. I don't want to be here anymore, it's not you I want to push away, it's myself. I wish I could delete all that I've done wrong, but I can't, you'd think I wouldn't let go after this long. But I didn't mean to, trying not to break, I'm on my knees for you. I'm so sorry, so selfish, so dead in my dreams, so lost, so stupid, I'm beginning to hate me. To spend forever without you would just be proof, of what I coward I am, too easily I stand down, and let go as you drift away. Everybody has ended up hurt, I think I speak for the world when I say goodbye. |