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Closing your wounds
written by Tainted_Soul_77703:35 AM 1/31/05This is it
Im closing the book
Heres how it is
So take a good look
All Ive ever really wanted is for you to smile
Cause its something I havnt seen in a while
These tears I shed arnt fake
The words Im searching for I cant seem to make
I cant bear to look at you scars any more
It hurts me way too much
I dont want to see the blood on the floor
Or know my words were never enough
It seems like what I say means nothing
Its not your fault, you try
After all Ive said to try and help it doesnt work
So I begin to ask why
I cant look at you the same way
I care about you too much
I know it hurts not to feel loved
I know I havnt been the best friend I said Id be
But please, dont do this to me
Dont do this to youself
I dont know what to say anymore to help
All these emotions bulid up inside
I have to confess Ive cried so many times
I dont always tell you cause I dont think youll care
It might not seem like it
But you know Ill always be there
I know you life sucks
It always has
But it has to get better
Ill help you through everything
Well be best friends forever
I dont know what else to do
I cant speak
I cant sum it up anymore
I cant even think
I know Im selfish I know Im greedy
And I still stand here as your wrist keeps on bleeding
Ive ran so far
Ive yelled you name
Even so I know its my fault and Im the one to blame
Since I am the person you go it
Its all becuase of me
I wish I knew what I know now
And seen what I now see
Youre there for me and you help me see clearly
And for that you should know I care about you dearly
Dont leave the letter of goodbies
The image of your cut wrist will never leave these eyes
The image of you hurt will never leave my mind
The feeling of your hate has no end of time
Since you need me and Im the one whos there
Its my fault for not listening and not acting like I care
Its just all these things happened way too soon
So for now till whenever
Ill still be closing your wounds |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I really dont know what else to say.....xcept Cass, I dont know what to do anymore. Everyone knows u as cut_wrist_risk....anyway im sorry for whatever i did that not making you stop maybe im not the right person for it...but its tearing me up inside. Please Comment
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| » Comments / Feedback | by (guest) (2-11-2005 - 08:18 AM)
| Im sorry Kalie I cant stop....i mean i dont want to. Its addicting I dont want to hurt u...jus me...and maybe sarah lmao |
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