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Fuck Me...I Was Wrong
written by SuperBob03:11 AM 7/9/04I was wrong when I said that our days had been wasted
I was wrong to have doubted what I felt
I was wrong when I said I wanted this to be over
Yet no matter how wrong I was...there were some truths...
I was right when I said that I loved you
I was right when I said that I wanted to be near you
To have you as my air, all that I will breathe...those were all true
I need you more than ever...I never want you to leave me alone in this cruel world
I am sorry to have ever thought differently...but these emotions come much too hard...
There is no excuse for what I have said over the days...no excuse that will suffice for my sorriness
Please just forgive me and let me try again
I honestly do want so much more than just a friend...from you
I want you to be my one and only....for now and forever
I need you for so much more than I could have ever imagined...and now that I proclaim my desire for you....it makes me feel so much better than to say I want none of it...
I could say its from the drugs; the doctors and the counsellors...I could blame it on my past and what I live with each damn day...but the only thing that is at fault...is how I really behave
I have so many fears...and so many doubts about the future...I can't seem to let go of what has happened before...I know that I am different from them...and that we won't turn to hate....but sometimes I realize those things only just too late...
So please forgive me for all I've said....I was wrong to do all that...I want you to be the one...Only you who can be my fun...I will latch on like an illness...and plague you for years...I won't let go until you say enough... then I will not stay....But you claim that will not happen....and how I desperately wish that to be true...I know not that much about you...To learn is what I want to do...
Please forgive me...it's all I beg...do not change your feelings towards me...I have gone back and forth...for too many long and sleepless days....I have figured it out...once and for all its over...I know now what it is true...
Forever and for always...My heart belongs to you...because there is no one else to make me feel the way I do...all my thanks and most of all...all MY LOVE I GIVE TO YOU |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
PLEASE FORGIVE ME....I LOVE YOU...I AM SORRY FOR WHAT WAS SAID...I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS HAVE.... AND WILL
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