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The Biggest Lie Of All, Is Me
written by suicide_penguin09:20 PM 2/5/05Sitting here with writers block,
I don’t know what to say,
Waiting for some inspiration,
And words to float my way.
Back tracking across these years,
With only scars to show,
Somehow, somewhere along the line,
Is the girl I used to know.
But innocence faded long ago,
Lost in the haze of lies,
Shadowed behind my endless strife,
And all that I despise.
When I think of myself
And what I know as me;
Truth and lies entwined,
Is all that people see.
Psychiatrist says to, ‘let it all go’
And I’m really trying hard,
But everything I’ve been through,
Is tough to disregard.
If I decide to let go of it,
All my pain and strife,
There would be nothing left of me,
No need for my life.
And the only that’s keeping me here,
Is the poems which I write.
The things that people relate to,
And help them through each night.
But my poems are formed from hatred,
Lies and deceit and betrayal,
And the only thing that seems to be true,
Is the pain that does prevail.
And I’m hurting because I’m lonely,
I’m hurting because I’m sad,
I’m hurting because of empty promises,
From loved ones, like my Dad.
I loathe the people who lie to me,
And no matter what they say,
All the pain that I do feel,
Simply won’t go away.
Lies are all too common,
It’s all I’ve ever known,
And lies seem to be, the only thing,
I’ll allow of me, to be shown.
They shall not see me crying.
No, I refuse to tell.
I'll live a life of solitude,
Except self pity in which I dwell.
Wearing make up everyday,
And a smile on my face.
I'll stay behind my make shift wall,
In my isolated place.
But everything I hide behind
And all that people see;
Of all the lies I’ve ever known
The biggest lie, is me.
- It's 6:30am I Should Proberly Be In Bed But Im Having Slight Trouble Making Sense Of My Feelings At The Moment To Much Stuff On My Mind Sorry.. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Mistyhorserider (2-5-2005 - 09:36 PM)
| Whoa. o_O That's a GOOD poem. Better than any of mine! Hehe! That's for sure! |
by Bloody Tears (2-5-2005 - 09:36 PM)
| your peoms are great but very sad.I can relate to this one and its very good. |
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