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the night my life changed
written by suicide_penguin05:33 PM 2/8/05Its 10:30pm when you first here him outside of your bedroom door
you think he is just going by to get something down stairs
he comes in your room tells you not to scream or else he will kill you
you don't know what to do so you do what he says
first he hits you and says your nothing
he gets on top of you and tears your clothes off
he pulls your hair and touches you were you don't want to be touched
you tell him to stop but he keeps going
the next thing you know he is inside of you and wont stop he just keeps going faster and faster and harder and harder
you tell him to stop again but just keeps going you yell for help hoping someone will rescue you
no one comes
no one yells back
he just yells at you and tells you your nothing
he cuts you and hits you more and tells you your nothing and the your not beautiful
he leaves you there its 12pm
you lay there in the dark and cold covered in your blood you want to get up but your body is to weak to move
you want to yell for help but your throat hurts from yelling at him to stop and him choking you
when you Finally get up your bare body is in so much pain that you have to hold on to something to keep walking
you reach the bathroom
you turn on the lights you hope he not there
you go to the tub and turn it on
you get in and wash all of it off
your in bed at 2:30am when you realized what just happened
you cant sleep knowing that hes still in your house
theres no one to protect you
no one to go to
you know he is going to do it to you again but don't know when
every night you r scared to go to sleep and scared to wake up
hoping your dead and hoping for him to die
your life is never going to be the same
you want someone to talk to who has gone threw the same you have but you don't tell anyone for he may kill you |
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