numb and painless,
paralized with pain,
i've been stripped of all emotion.
shaken inside, full of my regrets,
the emptiness is overpowering,
i'm filled with nothing-
a worthless waste of space,
i'm about to give in,
i've already lost the battle
that is tearing me apart inside
i lay here sobbing,
dry tears flooding my eyes,
i can feel them,
but yet they are not visible.
cloaked in ice, i'm so cold,
everything is such a tangled web,
the pain is let out,
but the hurt still lingers,
a memory never forgotten.
withering in a lie, a broken promise,
i cannot feel,
i am empty inside,
there is nothing left untouched
by this misery built up inside of me.
i have nothing left to lose,
yet i'm about to lose it. |