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Feelings from years ago
written by Genocide Reaper07:49 AM 2/12/05| When everything's falling apart while you're smoking a joint, and you pick up the beer can to find that you've got none left you look around just to watch the smoke linger. Like your finger on the trigger. Proceed to choke on pain pills why you lay back day dreaming about all the motherfuckers you want to kill. Its just an escape, of life's bitter hate. Have you ever been so high, that you took a pulse and thought you were dead? Bleed yourself dry of all dependencies and move on into the darkness that consumes you, drowns you. Loves to fuck with your head, hide you from all the eyes that watch what you said. Laying back thinking about all the pussy that you got way back when, now you just want it all to end. Where's the good times you once had? Its not even funny anymore, can't even pretend. Can't even live. Too weak to stand. Always need some one to lend you a hand. All that remains inside of your mind that is nothing more than a stain is. "I don't fucking want you, I don't fucking need you, I will no longer tolerate the lies and bullshit that you accept, the ones they feed you." |
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