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Fear Rule My Life
written by blackened_rose
10:44 AM 2/14/05
I don't wanna give up before I die
These days, alot I seem to cry
I don't wanna see this happen
Another day goes by, and everyones laughing
At me...

Another day goes slowly
Another life is wasted away
Dead inside I am mostly
Trying to get threw another day
Looking for hope in wrong places
In this town that's full of shadow's
Surching for truth in unworthy faces
Dissapointment seems to be what fallows

I don't wanna go threw life like this
I wanna go threw being happy
With who I am, but this is all but a wish
That I still do believe
I wanna wear a smile on my face
And feel people look at me
I wanna be happy I'm from this place
So people can see me

(chorus)
But I'm stuck here in this whole
Looking for a way to get out
Lies is what people seem to pull
Because at me they always shout

But I don't wanna live like this,
Not any more
I wanna live with nothing to miss,
But I'm on my final score...

I don't wanna live like my family
Living under lies
I wanna go threw and believe
What it seems to justify
I wanna feel alive once again
Even if it's just for ones day
I wanna be free of pain
And hope hate doesn't get in the way

But life isn't ever that fare
Because of twists and turns it makes
It sometimes doesn't seem to even care
How many lives a day it takes
In this world I wish for none
To live a life that I've begun
I haven't done to many things
Because this life is made of sins

(chorus x2)

I don't wanna give up before I die
These days, alot I seem to cry
I don't wanna see this happen
Another day goes by, and everyones laughing
At me...


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by bipolor_princess (2-14-2005 - 10:57 AM)
i know exactly how you feel. i can relate

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