It's so obvious that you did this to me,
You made myself my most feared enemy,
But then again it was my choice to do this,
When the therapists just say,"Tsk tsk!"
Why do I need help, I fear I'm the only one,
That when I'm in stale blood that I'm done,
I loved you so much but we all have our fun,
Except for me, the lies, the nicknames, Baby, Sweetheart, hun...
Why did you say you cared,
When all you did was make me scared,
Of ever being with someone again,
Because I fear relationships that come to an end.
Why do I feel that I have to cut for you,
Maybe to your head it'll get through,
That every night I push and shove,
Because I let myself fall in love.
I just want you do care,
And be there,
When I'm crying and losing myself,
I don't want to be somebody else.
I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I want our relationship to begin,
But you dropped me like some used doll,
And to think I thought I had it all.
When the blood dries over the deep wounds,
I don't want you to think I'm a loon,
Just say sorry and maybe we can restart, it all depends,
I'll get in your car and sit with you as you wrap your arms around me and kiss me,
I'll say,"Please don't... Ever hurt me again.." |
