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Attempted suicide backfired
written by Cut_Wrist_Risk09:02 PM 2/19/05I popped the pills in hoping I woulden't wake up.
Didn't write my goodbyes to the few I loved.
I jumped right ahead to the fuck life mines over.
I never felt so good in my life...never!
Everything got blurry and my body became numb.
Id finally dragged myself away from everyone.
And it felt so damn good.
I never thought it would.
As I layed there thinking of my life during my departing time.
I found that he was still on my mind.
No i thought its over this cant be.
How can I still be here suffering?
I never got my answer but I know one thing is true.
It wasen't my time to NOT say goodbye...especially not to you. |
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Sorry mary kalie lacey sonia kayla derek sarah and cody even though he dont care...but im still here [ View Cut_Wrist_Risk's Profile ] [ Go to the Poetry Portal ] This Poem has been viewed 385 times
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» Comments / Feedback | by XsouredXfaithX (2-19-2005 - 09:04 PM)
i guess thats why you really need to think about killing yourself before you do it...as long as you have one thing to live for then you have a reason to live...but damn..i loved it |
by gohtic_freak_rock_gurl (2-19-2005 - 09:14 PM)
i understand that one how much it hurt to have "him" on your mind ans it sux
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by breathlesschick (2-19-2005 - 09:25 PM)
i guess now i see how some people feel like me its an awsome poem though |
by sprawledacrossthefloor (2-19-2005 - 10:59 PM)
i popped pills last thursday. i almost died. right now...i wish i had died. great poem and good luck with everything that you're dealing with! |
by (guest) (2-19-2005 - 11:50 PM)
Cass.... no pills.... good poem..... love sucks. I love ur poems so much, i actualy printed some out that i keep in my stuff and read when im sad
they usely make me feel better
and once again cass.. thx 4 ur help |
by (guest) (2-20-2005 - 10:37 PM)
this is from mary-youve got to be fucking kidding me! cassy....were talking on aim right now and u told me to send the thing to u when im done reading...but i dont feel like talking right now on aim....i need sometime to think..........i cant believe ur doing this to everyone...again...i g2g bye love u |
by cryptic_misery (3-1-2005 - 06:37 AM)
look at the people who care so much about you, don't throw your life away |
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