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The Pain I Feel Inside
written by psycho_bunny11:06 PM 7/15/04Wallowing in my own self pity,
happiness seems distant,
like another language I have no talent to speak.
My thoughts wonder from this world,
to a place I imagined in a dream,
it still gleams in the depths of my mind.
Little companion by my side without a voice and only his eyes to tell me what crosses his thoughts and mind.
I feel nothing for this world and it rejects me when I dare to step near it with an unsure foot with no guide.
I feel the weight of my own deep concerns on my shoulders and its driveing me mad.
Normaility no longer takes place within me and everything just seems to fall apart.
The one I love is no where near me,
and so I lay here with a heavy heart.
The only comfort I can find is my dreams where my life slowly passes by.
I am close to tears,
I feel the years,
I cannot stay here with this guilt,
that I am not what I pretend to be,
I am a monster only waiting in the shadows for my chance to reap sadness on others only to tame the torment I feel inside.
So take my weapon from my hand!
calm the beast that lays waiting in my soul!
reasure me that one day I will understand this pain that has no reason...
the pain I feel inside. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This is how I feel on my off days... beware my evil.
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