with eyes of stone
i stare at the world,
consumed by biting loneliness.
i will never surrender,
they will never bring me out.
blankly gazing in desperation,
it's getting harder to grasp
what this life is all about.
as tears sting my eyes,
slowly creating rivers of escape,
i am stuck inside,
trapped within the insanity,
it's all so easy to come undone,
to lose it all in just one moment,
so afraid of what's to come.
with a heart of stone
the world stares back,
never latting up the cruelty
of making this so hard.
bleakly the days ahead loom,
hovering over me, hopelessness surrounding me,
reaching out to touch the fear,
to feel the hate deep inside of me,
wiating, watching for me to give in,
to fall,
to lose,
to scream,
to forget,
as i am secretly killing myself,
just let me be,
let me watch as i stumble and
drop,
screaming in a delusional dream,
let me watch
with eyes of stone,
so no one will see what lies behind
the coldness of these lonely eyes |
