| » Poem: "My Suicide Note" |
"My Suicide Note"
written by XxXstitchesXxX03:53 AM 2/25/05| ~I am writing this letter because my life is jus to numb. I hate my family...like some of my friends, I have no happiness. I have no love, my heart is black...Im not evil, and Im not loving. All I want to do is die, all I want to do is cry becuase of my past. And as I sit in my chair home alone writing my suicide note I have in my lap a knife, a gun, pills, and my blade. Deciding which one to use is a tough decision. I know it will be hard for my mom when she comes home to see me gone...but look on the bright side..she wont have to see me moping around everyday and see my arms cut up and me lying to her telling her it was the cat. And hey, maybe my dad will come to my funeral...maybe...people would care more about me if Im dead. I want everyone to feel my pain...I want everyone to go insain...I want them to see what I see, and feel what I feel. I want to slit my wrist over and over agian and agian...and lick the blood off of my wrist...and I want the people who called me names like freak, gothic bitch, wanna be dead, rasis, and satin bitch...I want them all to go to heaven....because there not welcome in hell. I jus want to die die die...FUCK EVERYONE ELSE! |
All (c)Copyrights reserved by the Original Author.
[ View XxXstitchesXxX's Profile ] [ Go to the Poetry Portal ]
This Poem has been viewed 376 times
|
|
| » Comments / Feedback | by xxxxxxblackdragonxxxxxx (2-25-2005 - 04:22 AM)
| For what it's worth, chin up. |
by xxxxxxblackdragonxxxxxx (2-25-2005 - 05:15 AM)
| Don't get me wrong- I'm not trying to come across as proud or condescending. Your poetry just sounded pretty sincere. Sorry if I offended... |
by xxxxxxblackdragonxxxxxx (2-25-2005 - 05:31 AM)
| You're right... I guess I got too serious with your poem. I need to remember its poetry. (And no I'm not undermining poetry).
P.S. Don't assume I'm naive because i care (just what I picked up from your message) . You can have the last word if you want, I don't really care, just letting you know what I meant.
Anyways, good poem! |
by (guest) (2-25-2005 - 07:23 PM)
| DEAR FRIEND IT IS JUST NOT WORTH IT I WENT DOWN THAT ROAD BEFORE, I KNOW IT MAY SEEM HARD, BUT LIFE IS WHAT U MAKE OF IT YOU AND ONLY YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE AND YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR HAPPINESS SO PLEASE RECONSIDER IT'S JUST NOT WORTH IT THE PAIN AND SHAME THAT I HAVE LEFT MY FAMILY WITH WHEN THEY FOUND ME NEARLY DEAD AND TO LIVE WITH THAT LOOK IN THEIR EYES NOT WORTH IT TRY AND MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY |
|
|
|
|
