| I loved you, but you lied. That severed us at the lines, cutting me loose from all things to me that you were tied. Haunting me nightly, never slightly, always fully pained, you in my nightmares, reminding me of all the things Iv done, from the day I started to run, until the day all the mind games lost all its fun. A broken heart never heals, it just builds, blood around it, sending the owner back into a state that is drowning. You couldn't see me when I was frowning. And I would never let you see me when I was drinking. I quietly let you know all I was up to was thinking. You miss read all the signs, took me for cheating. But all is said and done, and now you're gone. Its alright, I'll just fight for my life again tonight. I know your neck deep in a snake pit, but I won't be there to pull you from it. I can't help you. I hope this message is getting through. Selfish and jealous I was, but you were a bit to numb. And I was far to trusting, blind, and dumb. I thought I could keep you from trying to change me, but all you wanted to do was keep me from being free. You tried to tie me down with treachery. Now, you're life is nothing more than a mockery. And guess what love. I'm not sorry. |
