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self distruction(comment plz)
written by darkness_follows_me05:56 PM 3/3/05I'll take this lying down
but the haunting still gets me
and I lie empty
seeing dark visions all through the night
nightmares come and soon they fade
But I can't get the pains to just go away
I hurt and burn
I see it now
Nothing will change
I'm still left alone
But I don't want care
and my heart feels numb
So I take it and bury it deep down in my soul
As my terrors become harder to hold alone
and the images won't leave me be
you'll find me in the corner there
in the back of the room covered in tears
It's just strange now how it'll be this way
How I sit quietly and take it each day
How I just shrug off my thoughts
but I know in the end
It'll be too much
It's a pity that I can't stop
a disease of self destruction
and there's no way out
The nightmares still come
and I feel the same
at the end of the day
I have myself to blame
Sometimes I'd like to think it's a phase
But maybe that's asking too much
I'm just not strong enough to stop |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by depressedcutter14 (3-3-2005 - 09:52 PM)
| i like ur poem i can realate to the feeling u2u me if u wanna tlk
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by Deathcrush (3-3-2005 - 10:28 PM)
| i can completely identify, its just something we take every single day and will for the rest of our lives as if we are pawns in some perverse game of chess |
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