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My Picture is Painted (please comment)
written by xxxxxxblackdragonxxxxxx07:32 AM 3/5/05I am so lonely
No one really understands me
I don't make new friends well
I am too quiet
No one can get to know me
Not even my parents
Never had a true girlfriend
The irony sets in
I watch my friends
Who I thought would only be there for ME
(I was selfish)
But they are moving on and finding new friends and new love
They seem to have forgotten about me
They become happy with the simple pleasures of life
While I styed behind and faded
Call me jaded
For that is what my fate has chosen
I observe happy little FUCKS
Walking to their destination together
And I get so damn jealous and insecure when someone
I know tells me about a new girlfriend they have
Because I don't have the FUCKING courage
To get into a relationship
Could this hate others have shown towards me
Manifested into me
My own worst enemy
No self pride anymore
Too afraid to get involved
I remember my childhood
All those carefree times
So easy to find happiness
But that happiness seems insatiable as I grow up
I feel that I will forever stand back
And observe what could have been
And what will never be tomorrow
Forever in a sea of self pity, hatred, and sorrow |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by wjnSugar (3-5-2005 - 08:30 AM)
| i think that was a very good poem..... and i also think that if you DON'T THINK about a relationship and shit that it will find you cause love is unexpected |
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