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My Life is Becoming Uncontrollable
written by xxxxxxblackdragonxxxxxx07:43 AM 3/5/05Sometimes
My happiness returns
But I know it won't be for long
You've never understood
Fucking assumptious narcissistic provincial...
...People...
Love has tried to get into my heart
But I won't let it
Hope that something has to turn out right
Is fading fast
I need a stronghold
But I can't hold on to one for long
I have never really known life any other way
Every day is worse than the day before
I am becoming more isolated
Replaying false assumptions about others in my head
To reassure me that my self worth wont be destroyed again
I feel urges to hurt happy people
Because they have something i dont
Peace of mind
And those urges are becoming more violent
So bury me
And make sure I never return to this private hell on earth
Let me fly to a peaceful place in eternity |
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