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I'm Sick (please comment)
written by xxxxxxblackdragonxxxxxx05:57 AM 3/7/05Searing pain devours me
I can't be alone to my thoughts
No serenity anymore
Even in total silence and solitude
My mind races over diseased ideas
Rotted away thoughts that repeat in my head
My frustration has become cancerous
As I think of what I could have done differently
In order to avoid being where I'm at today
I missed the signs
And now I'm in too deep
My indescision in some cases has been to blame
I still make the same mistakes today
And others see my weaknesses
They feed on it
Endlessly tormenting me
I am ignored outcasted and made fun of
I speak my mind when it is appropriate and speak softly, if you will,
But this seems to be my fate
I feel as if Karma has caught up with me
For the poisonous ways I have treated some of my friends
Has left me friendless
Even though it wasn't always I who instigated the feuds
I did encourage them
I have made new friends, but I need resolve from my last friendships
Poor choices are all I have to show for where I am today
I am not being too hard on myself, nor am I putting others at blame
This is the way it really is
And I have degraded; mentally, physically, and emotionally
But I must move on
For looking back does no good |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by sicklittlesuicide (3-7-2005 - 06:40 AM)
| i absolutely love that poem talking about karma and how it caught up that was awesome |
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