I stay in the dark, so no one knows im crying,
I lay here in bed, so no one suspects im dying.
I tell all lies, so you cant figure out the truth,
I hide away my problems, so you don't know what I go through.
I dream away the night, and wish I could do the same during the day.
To avoid the ones who act like they care, and couldn't care less anyway. I wish there was no one else on this earth but me,
Then rejection woulden't happen so frequently.
I woulden't get lonely, since I ignore almost everyone,
I never say im starting, cause im never really done.
I find someone great, but they're never perfect,
If they're aren't what I want exactly I dont think they're worth it.
I let go of people to save myself pain.
It's such a selfish act, and im the one to blame.
I let go of things because I loose my anticipation,
I do all these things and witout an explanation. |
