lost in sullen loneliness,
empty despair has captured me,
letting me pretend.........
pretend my reality means nothing,
chaining me to the fire,
burning away my soul.
reduced to blackened dust,
my ashes are blowing away
as the wind picks up
and quietly calms my mind.
consumed by aching pain,
oblivious to the broken shards
falling with every step i take.
losing all within,
freezing rain seeps inside,
leaving me cracked and torn..........
shaking, in bitter, tearstreaked eyes
i see the world,
hating me,
despising who i am,
a shattered soul, burning fast.
soothing my mind with lies,
in darkness i will fall,
believing in a fake and greying dream,
i am a fool,
captured in a web of pain,
eating me alive,
my ashes are blowing away,
there is nothing left inside........... |