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The thing that no one knows
written by Tainted_Soul_77712:02 AM 3/11/05If I could only tell you the way I've come to feel.
Maybe then I'd finally know how none of this was real.
I tried waking up from my nightmares,
and when I did, there you were.
I've always thought I would never fail
But now I’m not so sure.
I tried too hard to make you see
But in the end the blind one wasn’t you
It was me.
I waited for you to respond from all the signals that I gave.
But I got lost as usual, only this time I cant be saved.
All I can do is wonder what I did
And where everything went wrong.
I wish I didn’t say some things I said,
because this will hurt for way too long.
The healing has began
When it ends
No one knows.
I need to realize
And I need to let you go.
I wanted to be there for you,
But I couldn’t because you wouldn’t let me.
And when I finally gave my heart to you
You undifyingly rejected me.
At least you ended it before you were my devotion.
I cherished you like I was on some kind of potion.
To finalize it you took everything I've ever known and threw it away.
I knew what was coming
But I ignored it in every way.
I didn’t want to think about it
because I knew how I'd feel,
I didn’t want to believe it,
But I knew some day it would be real.
I held on to my thoughts as if I could never let them go.
And the love I felt for you.
that’s the thing that no one knows. |
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