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Why??
written by suicide_penguin04:51 PM 3/14/05Why do i hate
why do i cut
why do i attempt suicide
why do they say the things they say
why do they say they care
why can't these feelings i share
why do they "love" me
why do i dream to leave
why do i push them away
why do i play pretend
why do i use fake smiles and laughs
why do i say everything's OK
why do i refuse to tell
so as i sit and write
once again i know this isn't right
i do these things
why do u do the things u do?
not many know
the true things that i feel
many think that i am
happy
smiley
giggly
that's bull sh!t
I'm actually
dark
depressed
miserable
fake
i guess I'm a good actress
if i can pretend to be
the one thing i dream of
fuck it all
i guess this is me
this was just meant to be
I'll sit and dream
dream of so many things
love
passion
happiness
bare arms
truth
honesty
a true smile
but as i sit
and i think of these
i simply fall to
cut
hate
fake smiles
so don't think
I'm happy
i know i have tamara,david, tom and brad too
i love them so very much
and with out them I'd be dead
but i know
they will leave me
alone and dead
die a horrible death
not physical death
but mentally I'll be dead
live a miserable death
i wont be here
they mean so much
why i feel this way i don't know
why i dream these things
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