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Never Ends When It Should
written by SuperBob06:12 AM 7/29/04It's taken a new home, no longer in the chest
It's taken a new home, now closer to my flesh
So long I have gone without turning to it
But now I fear all I have worked towards is ruined
I can't deny this need clawing away at me
For almost two weeks now I have closed my eyes to it
Yet all of that is ending for I sit here with the thought impending
I am sorry to say I am too weak for any of this
Never before would I have admitted to chasing my prescriptions with a blade
A slash to the flesh never did any harm
I lost a bit of blood...but it was always comforting
Over the years I have been comforted by little
I had found a person recently...but he can't protect me from afar
So I am pushed back to my blade...the first thing I ever found
I looked for a safety and there it was...shimmering in the light
I found my blessed blade waiting to cut me up
But then he told me that was wrong...as if I didn't know
He cried for me when I cut...and touched me through and through
But now I can't hide any longer...no more lies I say
I want to etch my flesh...just let me suffer in my way |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
i'm sorry i cant resist the blade any longer...i know i need to...i know its not a good thing...i know that it's gonna tear you apart..hell it tears me apart...litteraly and metaphroically...but i just cant...i never wanted this many cuts and scars...but too bad...it makes me feel better...i'm sorry..you are just too many miles away to really be there for me...so...this is the next best thing...okie not really..but fuck it...i cant be bothered...oh and if comments are left...please no advice on any of this...just stick with the shittyness of the poem please
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