For Dad,
I just want you to know I'm sorry for everything I've put you through,
And all those selfish things that I always used to do,
I'm sorry if I made it harder then it could of been,
But you really have no idea what pain I have seen,
And now it's all over and we all go to heaven,
Maybe someday we can be together.
To Emma my loving sister,
I hope you don't kill yourself and I hope you don't give in,
I know that it really sucks now but life can be worth living,
I know I shouldn't tell you this as I bought on death too soon,
I just hope you believe I care about you, Just believe you can reach the moon, I know we said we'd never be apart,
And I know I shouldn't of given up after we'd come this far,
You've always been the closest thing to me and I hope you know this isn't the end, You'll always be my older sister, my best friend.
And Sarah, Ray, Jack and lil Jism(Jim)
Who I love so very much,
I want use to know I hope I was enough,
Every time I shouted or took it out on you 4,
It was only because I loved you and I swear that it's the truth, my 2 older brothers and younger brother you 3 meant the world to me, thanks for always being there, and Sarah your my oldest sister I know you always wanted me to be like you, but I guess thing changed through the years and we lost touch.
For Daniel,
I hope you know I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt you even though I did,
I know you hate me now but back then we were just kids,
I realised that I did love you and I hope that things did change,
I thought that it would get better, I thought we'd find a way,
But it's too late now and I think that you've moved on,
It's good to know I wasn't just for fun.
To all my friends,
I am sorry but this pain has to end
Just know I love you all with all my heart
Even if its torn apart, I will never forget you guys
You're the ones who loved me and stayed true
You always held me when I was scared
And I'll never forget use cared.
I sign my name and leave it somewhere someone will see
Now you know this is the last time you'll hear from me
This is the last time you'll see me cry
This is my final breath before I say good-bye and I die.
God Bliss You All. I'm Sorry. |
