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Decaying Life
written by Khaotic07:37 PM 4/6/05see as my fate eats away my life is nothing more then a piece of dust waiting to decay
now what is my true gift today is it that i cannot hold onto my thoughts so decaying
follow me into my own decaying shell as i hide from all this hate and fate
am i truely afraid or is it that i cannot wait to become decayed away from your life
god can i find my way please help guide me am i your child, believing as i rely on you
all this time i feel as my life is decaying so much for saving have i crossed the otherside
have i lost my own soul in this twilight zone or is it that i have lost my mind can i relay
back to my mind i cannot take this pain no longer i cannot take my life cause i cannot find the way
have i lost my mind i have no idea what if i came too far and broken my mind and lost my soul
am i just another decaying empty corpse waiting for judgement but yet i cannot feel it inside
am i already replaced just recording everything all through my eyes and my ears record the pain
that i hear outside mistaken all this time i cannot find my light when did god come have i missed him
truely hiding from all the faces i cannot rely on so am in a compressed shell squeezing out my mind
or are we living in this so called hollow life breathing and seeing all the mistakes that were made this time can you rip out all these mistakes that i have found are we born this way wanting all the time or just needing everything at this time or is it all developed by society is there anyone ever truely sane can we look to the sky and not feeling like wanting to cry or die when you wonder if there is a god and we have no true real evidence then we look to the space if we lived in space we surely die honestly i cannot look down or il be in a sea of water what is there to say we are all alone honestly we keep falling down deeper and deeper into this so called hollow life do you look to the heavens named space are we all alone or is god hiding can anyone hear me some will say we are paranoid or insane if the world is round where is hell in the center of the core or are we truely insane are we at the end of times or is it just another failure in humanity death comes at a early age people are infected maybe im just a lier or maybe you think the same as i but now can you explain all these facts so do you feel ashamed or just too uptight minded to your teachings all these church places or temples they will teach your mind that there is something after death its like taking a tape and killing it and then taking its so called transparent soul and replaying if we died our brains stopped working then how can we regain memorys maybe we are reincarnated or maybe im just insane or is it that you are insane can we be the same or am i truely sane can i feel the truth i have no idea i think soon we will fade away into the so called places or become something new with no memory at all or maybe we are just insane again i can create a new religion and you would believe there is another way to the afterlife but do we create these illusions in your mind see all these channels believe in what they say the news becomes your decay and we all fall down for it can you truely mention the demise and wicked things said becomes voices in our head to haunt us hear you go little kid listen to all these wicked stories on the news see the news twisted your mind around now there is posies all up in your hair misery has been said into your mind it becomes your decay this darkness that has been said taunted by evil
can you mistake this for lies or is it that you deny everything that comes your way and you run away can you still run away from your one true god can you find your way to crawl up to your god or is it that its just a hollow thought to keep you from breaking down can you find the true hope in your god so fly away undercover to the heavens above locked away the gates today is not your day you are not to die so run away from all this opression that overruns your mind is it the same as what you watch can you pray for all these people to put there hate away or can we ever break free and make it above to crawl up to god's knee's and beg for mercy can we live forever just for 777 more years or should i try a scientific method of relapsing time am i going to die before i try or will i try and die or become frozen for 777 years if so then what happends when the blood becomes unfrozen can we mistake all this science we made and taught did we just kill our own minds and broken everything inside did you tried to outbid god by creating another one that is you can you run away from your god if so then its so unpredictable to find another way to find to recreate your minds steal from your own child which is you can you stand what you put yourself through can you search deep down inside find the code and recreate the answer to all this life remake become a god and tried to make a army of evil did you ever think of all these fears disease jumping from corpse to body did you every have shake when you heard of all these evil facts and lies did you ever think that you will become a victim of these fears i cannot find the answers or facts to why you are decaying to these lies and facts of life such a dark world you live in so whats your real life do you feel so disturbed of what you seen and become confronted with just fight away just find away just decay away cannot find away to another life can you ask god for another life please god trade me lives you asked before maybe not do you feel right i dont think so living life each day compressed from all the friends in life such a decaying life |
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