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Kill Myself!
written by Khaotic07:44 PM 4/6/05| See my note the suicide one does my life end today where did it all began cant understand it all ever since my eyes awoken to this world my mind has began to understand the wonders and frustrations now I began a human taken to shape of a made believe thing can't begin to find the voice to run to now over and over again this song plays I don't belong I don't exist so please try to turn up the volume because all this silence is doing me eating my mind out yet I'm cold but not at heart I can feel as the emptiness inbreeds and infests look at me all simplified god what the hell did you suspect me to be or do did I truely have a purpose did I try to save my own blessings that never became to be look at all the things you people have fucking done too me god why the hell do I need to breathe I see you all envy and deny my existence keep on knowing nothing seeing bigger pictures on smaller things what the hell is my true life so fucked in my head so do I deserve all of this shit it never ends can't help just to make believe and feel everything crash right into my thoughts and feel as my mind breaks down when people make faces and faces faces faces wait to fall into voidance can you understand how I feel why the fuck do you look at me like I'm the one that is wrong when all your lies and things that you say are meaningless so look away cause now I'm gone fallen down into my own grave cant cry all this pain cause there is no more fucking reason or tears I want to rip out your heart and see how evil it is and bust your skull open just to see your true thoughts cut away off all this bullshit attention that you cause now tell me what the fuck you say is it that hard to understand my miracles all these lies now can you remember when you were truely someone else these voices and faces that you make is this my end so fucked more then you can imagine the skin and the pain underneath I can fill your arms with poision now what is the worser thing that has happend to you today cause I think I'm going to die it is my end my destiny to be nothing and non living my only thing that is a friend is my thoughts that I write do I give a fuck what your false sentences you speak cause now you will die with me it's just not my ending now it will be yours truely seperate collide what the fuck have I gone into a void has my reality shut off and killed out any pride did I truely have does your dreams end up being anyone that you love just got killed off by the knife as I closed my eyes I felt as my life escaping now close your eyes so that this knife comes toward you see I understand your fake imobile lies you say to make yourself look good now as I take your eyes out and leave behind your body how does it feel to have everything you can see slip away from you so fast now can you take all this pain I can see all the pain you suffer so devious unliberated now what the fuck have you done for me just another fucked up soul in this life now eat all this shit that you try to say too me all the bullshit and lies you try to make it fit inside your lies now try and reliberate this evil you fed now what is truely vile it is all the bullshit you put me through now flag up all the warnings cause now I do give a shit yet your a slave to the people I can't wait to end my life cause this not a real kind of life such a fucked kind of life |
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