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Deep Down Feelings
written by Khaotic07:51 PM 4/6/05she was the brightness in the withering world in this world she was the
glimpse of a beautiful angel the love we shared through our eyes and
words the feeling inbetween this i begged for mercy cause when her love
begins to fade it seperates me from reality she was the reality for me
but everything i tried to forget she was everything you wanted but she
came like a flame burning all the ones that caused this evil pain unto
her such a holy touch of paradise for a moment as i watch her whisper
unto me she said we will always be together is this my really last day
because love is a special thing to share if love was like a bullet it
would kill anyone but its like that you can be so afraid and find no
cure for this broken heart but all my prayers are not answered i feel
so enslaved cant find my reality without her these holes gaping so deep
it breaks my mind her breathe is like the whisper of beautiful angels
and when i see her its like the touch of god in my eyes so unrealistic
so holy i hear it as the love rains but is it deceiving can i really
feel her touch i cant stop myself from loving you this joy you put in
me my heart is weak and frail so please dont hurt me all i wanted is
you please give me a chance to love you even more has my love been left
for you to throw it away cant stand everything you tried to say it is
lies you keep killing my heart everytime you say its not meant to be
when you know it deep inside your heart please give me chance to just
love you love is not meant to be broken it is meant to be strong and
everything may throw me off reality but you are my angel so beautiful
you are you throw it away because of these difference inside your mind
then let me never see you smile let me be so gone into my own void so
dont forsake me just be inside my heart tonight yes you are my angel
all i ever cared about is you but it seems thats the way you want it to
be thrown away when my heart stops beating it will be for you i willtry
and live forever for you cause you are my joy and passion everyday i
tried to find the right person but is it that you are living without
knowing my love so in vain its so hard for you to see how amazing it is
in true love but everything seems to be burning within but can you
truely hold inside that in vain love will you really cherish that love
that is meant for you atleast you could be in love for this time
everything you have told me we meet up again my mind is set on you im
so in love withyou it seems so hard to move but i see inside your face
your expression is so angelic but i been a slave in my heart i hear you
crying but yet it so bright on you the love you never know you have
just let it come out and finally everything will come true so please be
in love again i would have never dreamed that i will ever meet an angel
like you i would have never had a chance to feel this real love but
this world is going to end up throw you away and break you but love
will stay true and strong but its life so how can i feel this way but
its so wickedly in love with you such a precious smile just to see on
your face i wish you could fall in love and i want to fall in love i
have already with you but i could never thought i would ever love
someone like you but now i will know how it will feels to loose someone
like you but now i will end up in pieces my darling and i want you to
be in love my love i cant bare to feel this pain of loosing you so
please just understand what i say one day you will understand it and
feel it so i say nothing just keep on realizing each day when i feel
everything crash on me but you are there and i realize deep within my
heart you make me live more but this time if it only worked for you to
understand this love deep inside i cant hate i see something crying
another person lost inside they are lost within this time but they fall
down and they seem to not be moving these feelings i have wish
sometimes i can tell you that i do care about but each time i feel the
truth is what i cant handle you throw me away see all the people they
are all the reasons the drama but i keep waiting all this time looking
into an empty window and feel all the avoidment breaking me but this
time i feel the love rebuilding me all along you feel this love inside
you can you rethink why it is meant for you to say but you hide behind
the empty feelings why is it always this way so screwed but are you can
feel it you have no traces but yet you know that i can see inside of
you it is a piece of you just so in the love but yet you know that my
life can be erased but do you think you would remember everything i
have told you oh i wish that you could tell me but everything is hating
from up above me so why cant this be but nothing seems normal lately
felt everything turned so dark but it feels like i lost everything yes
so enslaved but what have i done to kill it yet so far but now its all
gone so erased the love still inside but for everything the hate the
pain the torment i still feel something have i did so much to come this
far and end up failing has god forsaken me or is there away just to see
your love hating everything that makes me fall and become haunted by
the fact of the evil that trys to tear me down why did you let them
give you the feelings of pain and torment can you feel it ripping at
you but the love inside still lingers within me have i talked about too
far can i feel the love that was meant to be or will i fall into the
place where i become tormented and haunted and forever forgotten is
everything too late but i cant let go of this love inside of my heart
everything seems to get alot of harder as i feel it build a wall
between me and you but i wish you still can accept this true love
feeling like a fool all this time i need your love but it was meant to
be cant someone hear me have i gone this far to give up and be
forgotten no it cannot be just to feel this love inside i gave you my
real love and everything but why didnt you try and give me a chance i
am nothing i feel so crushed inside why does it have to be all i wanted
is a chance just to be come on just for me a look inside my reflection
i feel so lost so broken i wanted a chance but now it is too late have
i lost my mind just need you just need a chance shall i let myself
break down in vain or try and pursue the love that was meant to be just
give me a chance to be feeling like i been stabbed away shut away down
if you only see within yourself you can be made to understand but its
so frozen inside my mind stalked into the state of feeling everything
as the reflections of the darkside appear within me if you choose to
reach out your love too me you will recieve your love but i been loving
you since you can do what you will with me burn down my faith and take
a deeper look inside of you and me hold down this love please dont
blind me when everything is ripped from you an empty part of your soul
lingers its like the sun ripped from this world the truth does exist
but all these lies about not love everything evolves later in life but
you think it doesnt exist the truth is it exist the love is unmatchable
but now im living inside of a tradegy such a butchered love down to
false hopes and a world with no chances i ask for a chance and you seem
to avoid it cause it was like true love wasnt born into this world like
it doesnt exist you think it doesnt exist you create your false love
with someone else but yet maybe it is meant for me to be guide to real
love but cannot have it why has god forsaken now just trapped inside a
tormenting reality im not the only that feels true love but you deny
everything as true love is lost but if you search inside of you will
find the truth i walk into this world and never asked for anything just
for a chance for your love all the losses and pleasures and pain means
nothing your the only thing that means something im sure that someday
you will wake up from your fantasizing dream and realize and focus unto
the love glowing deep inside of you when you wake up i hope you can
tell me what it takes to get out unto the open tell me now you left a
mark on my soul you tried to hide your true love but you never listened
too me how can we make true progress if you havent even listened and
gave me the chance everything will become right how can you judge
without feeling the moments we share if you gave me a chance how can i
understand if there was no moment shared nothing to grow on but how can
you judge without giving chances not enough evidence of why not can you
feel my soul is this your ignorance smiling and forgetting such less
evidence of reason why have you not looked at the potential and chances
in your eyes i see you hide behind the reactions and emotions but have
i fallen down to my own pit of torment yet or is there even a day left
you seem to want to live life the way you pursue just to get the
perfect life but truely its undercover not everything is perfect you
fight destiny all these failures will prove all the misery you went
through such a thing of the past now its time for the future will i
everlast can you wake from your fantasy and try to dig into reality
everytime i get close you shut me away acting tragically in a childish
manner but you try to act like something real is a matter but when you
truely open your eyes its like a glympse of a perfect future but what
have i done too you to make you feel sad is it the act of destiny but
reacting to the fantasy and reality has it been overdone when will you
truely open your eyes and understand that fate has meant something for
us such a fortress of lies and false emotions towards me but im sure if
you truely opened up and let me within you can feel the love that is
meant to be someday if you made the wrong decision someday somehow we
will remeet i know you are wondering why this is happening so fast but
its alright i know you think im trying to pressure you but if you can
truely open and tell me how things really feel but lets not have the
ending like a tradegy maybe someday somewhere you will understand what
you truely felt deep down if i didnt care i would have stayed away
and truely forget you but now if you can truely see that i do love you
you made yourself so out of reach so out of reach isnt it strange tell
me what i can do for you but your so out of range you may never speak
a word again you may throw me out of your mind but deep inside you feel
a piece of you has broken off i will end up never loving someone else
like you i know you might never say a word again but these thick walls
and everything just for you to feel the love this love overflows for
you like a river of life but although my love is not good enough for
you to accept but i try so hard to get your attention and make you
realize i was so happy when i felt the love began but now you push me
away but hey now if you forget what real love felt like please remember
i pray for your happyness and that you never forget me but how far i
went just to feel your love such a sad time for me in my life loosing
you will rip me apart but soon you will know what is for real this love
and what you feel inside just dig in deeper and you will know how you
feel but i will never know how things will work for us cause you never
gave me a chance atleast try and be happy dark skies and the cold wind
blowing in my face it would have been better with me but now the world
feels so lonely until i felt the love and saw your real feelings inside
but you never expressed your true feelings you felt with me but now you
have no time to give me a chance i sit her waiting for your answer i
will always love you but i feel so stressed just another loss inside my
love noone has time for true love anymore oh my love.. |
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