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Fighting Myself
written by Khaotic08:37 PM 4/6/05fighting myself everytime i hear of you the pain that lives inside of me break
the enemy show me what it means to you laminate f**k what you think your better
f**k this all i take the fall freaking freak show this is the war of the fallen
the real living suffocation of my dreams are sick deep in the insect lies my
dreams swallowen by the foe take apon your toes fall beneath the floor its my
own demise take apon relaxation to find what lies inside realize the time for
salutions to find there compression of suggestions killing and confused so deep
my face shows nothing but lies the light of the day has shown in the darkness
everything that i have hide pushing my human being into space whats my own
prize that i have won i seen everyones own f**king view something i can never
see all of this bullshit tired of this i dont have time for it give me a reason
why i shouldnt kill you off so i can see you through my mind i can see through
it keep your disgusting life from me why i am so inflicted by your teachings
why is it your delight to see who i am dirty like a photograph lost in space
take apon the appetite of mankind leaving marks that will tread through our own
space lost inside of a little apple seed seeing whats mying being eaten away
pull my soul away take a big bite of the shit you took all out come on now take
whats not yours so i can stick a needle in your eyes and a stick in your eye so
you can feel it turn the dreams you ever saw where the people you knew that got
murdered by the powerless i cant think of i ever was the one to be murdered by
you when this noises starts everything goes the same just rewinding in time the
space creates my hate for the love that you have shown me to kill fallen to the
place of everything that hates and mocks and despises me so f**k you and every
who do you think you are im not really here so throw your guns away its my time
pull into the ship today its time yet its my story its all falling away this
time i had is all lost erasing all my debt fading away hating everything just
what i need just ready to snap i cant see your face cause im faceless too hate
will always stay permantly marking my own place cause this is where i will die
i will not be here im gone into the little hole inside your eye tearing and
ripping everything out you will be sick and you know who made you cause you
left your life to me this is the end of your life you f***er take time to relax
cause by the time you take your last breathe i will destroy your arms with my
own fate il fix your nose with my problems today cause i will never carry you
to your own grave im already throwing shit in your face will you ever wake up
cause its the end of your day smell the shit to your demise the thoughts that
you carryed into my head it always reminds me of something that i cant ever
deal with your always mocking everything you seen in me i havent woke up today
to see another living soul of you this will be the end of it all today cause
i will f**king destroy you speak of my name and it will be said in your grave
cause this will become my own fantasy your day of suicide no you will never
escape you cant untangle the problems in my life the decisions are suicide for
you cant escape the aslyum of my mind im always wrong and insane cant end it
all cause its your time to be destroyed you were always wrong and f**ked in the
head cause your life you came towards me mocking everything you seen now you
will become the lost puppet in a twisted reality |
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