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Inner Suicide
written by Khaotic08:42 PM 4/6/05living life so careless i find myself manipulating my own suicide come and see
my face so bloody from the suicide yet i awake to find myself alive what is it
meant for me to be alive such a deadly intention of suicide the dreams of it
make me to kill all my fears and kill my life yet i have noone to turn to for
the answers someone looked into my eyes they seen my inner suicide why do i
hide from it all i have no way to find away to escape from my own inner suicide
someone cant help i am left to my own inner suicide which i found my way which
i hate my way which il die my way which you'll find me this way which i find my
own path this way leading me to the inner suicide the dreams guide me to death
following something that never happend looking to lost happyness i have no life
left within when will i die i have no life left inside i find my own inner
suicide inside looking into my own dying eyes do you see the life hidden within
it feels like nothing left inside just filled with suicide cant find away to
escape but it makes me want to end it all finding the time to look inside my
own brain the anger it has made the pain i feel inside why must i feel this way
why cant it all go away always ending up this way feeling like im insane such
a painful feeling tormenting following haunting torturing me deep withinside
why do i give in to its temptations of death its ripping at my own selfhelp
why must i end up this way letting myself go this way as i feel my life trapped
inside my own brain only the hidden messages in life never found away to find
my own way out of this torment |
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