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Dear Girl
written by Khaotic08:53 PM 4/6/05dear girl laying down at night see my eyes with fright burry me deep inside
with your fears living this life it ends up in tears memorys failed to
recognize the signs of fear left between the inlines of fear falling to the end
of the peers of your society the lack of silence overlaps your reality with
images of disaster always looking through you your own reflection devours your
soul within yet all the self attention left you inflicted inside do you really
try to test my skills end up on pills it left you intestified such a lack of
morality suffering in immorality such a deceiving matter left me to be
underminded such a fool to let you in i destroyed your world now its my own
tool for control left me looking back at the times you made me insane left with
a stone deep within me yet it crushs my reality even if i destroyed yours
already this f**king revenge you gave unto me has given back to you insane i
feel inside hate embraced by your confusion yet i feel you everytime i can see
within your mind thinking of whats to be ended up leaving whats meant for me
skinned by your own immorality i keep and pushing you towards the edge yet you
pull me closer down with you yet why must i feel your insane thoughts so dead i
feel inside from you why must you be alive still my f**ked feeling of you
closer it has became near thoughts in my head am i dead...always look inside
all the feelings i feel deep inside can i hide everything trapped inside see my
own suicide before your eyes look at my eyes do i look fine always feeling
unreal i feel this spike inside my mind couldnt see that you where my friend
this thing inside my mind never wanted to become what i am now left always
broken inside remember me you can open up my mind to feel the suicide yet i
blame myself everyday can never be your friend can never be what i was can
never see what i was always blocked up inside i feel this way eachday inside my
head you see the flames arise always caught inside it try and feel inside my
head you can feel what burns me inside feel it are you afraid of what you feel
did you ever think that you can be burned up inside did you ever really wanted
to see what happens when it happens or did you dream of a peaceful world and
live freely its false what you dream nothing is free trapped and torched by
nightmares you dream but your in my life and you rip out my reality yet make my
pain you smiled as i fall down within times own loophole yet i see your face
frozen within times loophole yet i can see your more insane then i was yet you
did know the truth and made me believe you ripped my reality away the time
keeps on making me remember of every second of you yet i still feel insane like
this never happend trapped inside the loophole yet it beats me makes me feel
insane for what i have seen cant it go away just seen what i have done can
never be undone can i give it up |
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