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1,2,3 Realizing
written by Khaotic09:18 PM 4/6/05as i watch the sun rise realizing my day doesnt last
everytime i stay awake it feel as my day rips apart
but will i ever stop to look away from you...
or will the feelings within me forgive...
when will this stop like a nife in my heart waisting
my time all the time always the same day at same time
everyday gets alot harder till i wont live today
looking for the place where i cant stay so unreal
pressured into society do i need this unfamous life
everytime i look in the mirror something i can be
like some god damned freak i feel it takes mind over
can i really believe whats going on here i feel dead
seeing dark days ahead of me nothing left anymore
do i realize whats mying just left away from me
everything i see not wanting to be something unreal
burry me into..1-2..give me peace..3-4..darkness fills
5-6..nothing left..7-8..take it away..9-10..i'm dead
hiding myself as i see fate run away as i see death
im insane make me run away as i feel my own pain today
cant see my own future up ahead of me its fading away
whats meant for me will go any farther or end up unreal
so throw me away my day is fading today my life is...
all the love is fading away whats my time to die today
1-2..give me peace..3-4..darkness fills my mind..5-6
nothing left..7-8..take it all away..9-10..im dead
why isnt anyone there for me how long will this be
when will i go insane and die can you ever feel my pain
when im gone its all dead when i wake up its bad for me
its bad for me..my day has gone insane for me bad for me
everything left abandoned from me can i ever be alive
god damned me what can i can do its already went bad for
me..why cant i be alive why is it tearing my reality apart
when will i leave this world am i truely lonely or is it
the world empty its ripping from my mind crushing me down
takening and hating what i never done to get this far..
seeing my ownself in a dream but yet so far, hating it all
never feeling happy never feeling real my life isnt real
what does this mean for me will i ever get ahead again
what have i failed to get this far back from my own reality
as its haunting destroying what i have been not realizing
what did i expect to win i can never win anything im tired
of trying to deal with my life never wanted to be this way
my life will never achieve complaining to noone why does it
seem this way feeling empty inside dreams are far away from
me will i last in my own twisted realm of reality cant look
far away as i remember today is always the same bad for me
i just went out of this realm of dispair keep dreaming on
nothing to give nothing to keep nothing accept nothing there
all i wanted is to be free from this pain, just free from it
what does it take to be free from it all i die again..i will
noone here to listen to me as i fade away i dont realize... |
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