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Can't Think Anymore (they hate)
written by Khaotic09:38 PM 4/6/05wondering what is meant for me keeping my own faith
as i fall within this dark hole, as i am so hollow
i fall face down searching for my own true ways
cant seem to escape this insane roulette of hate
lost in time as it seems to be frozen with my reality
seeing everyone around me stop, such a cruel place
am i living in a dream or a nightmare as it seems
will i ever cry today, will i even feel anything
do i want to die, do i want to live, cant think..
as i live i cant stand it anymore, what am i dieing
for, nothing left anymore, so what the hell why...
i thought as i saw myself in my dream break down
do i know whats good for me, what i am anymore
i am something not understooded, is this true for me
taken me away smashed broke down by my ownself image
im so down nothing but hate cant wait for this moment
in life where i become whats truely real cant be there yet
erase my memories, have no reason to think of it anymore
as i live i cant stand it anymore what am i dieing of now
something lost or something found that isnt for me...
when it will it go away, i feel like nothing anymore
something insane, something dead inside ending dead this way
i feel as it all appears to be insane to me, i feel nothing
or do i feel this way again as its always been gone insane
i just cant think anymore, i feel there is no thought left
i cant give it all away nothing to give it away, hate it all
crushing destroying what i remember feeling myself fall away
why do i give in, why do i hurt inside still, why is it here
why i am i suffering internally, have i gone too far to be this
or is it my destiny to be insane, cant think anymore, cant think
feeling like it all reappears to me haunting hurting falling too me |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
the envy and jealousy of a new foundation called 'Dark Poetry' that I believe in and write in 'dark poetry' meaning true feelings of darkness or the deep down dark personal feelings you have inside of you that you cannot let out but only in poems... so you see i knew there was gonna be jealousy and envy
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