im worst then everyone, i invested in being blessed,
how long will i live to see my own defeat, living this way
with my life out im less dangerous, i've gone insane, here i am now,
living dangerous into this life, im unreal takening my life away
drowned my pride, defeated me and you forgot how it is...
i guess it made you happy to see me defeated, well never mind
will i die tonight with a nife lodged into my throat, or....will i
hang myself in the bathroom, am i alive, am i real, do i care...
the damage i feel within, i felt stupid for what you feel..
i am not nothing to anyone just another dead person to all to see
will i burry all my pain into my brain blowin away, such depression
too good for you it was everything all around you felt so happy
now you watch my defeat today, killing me, i never killed you...
dislike the fact you hate me, why such a pretty face, why so happy
dead within you seem cant face the facts your nothing but dead within
you will never see, things get old fast and faster, yet such a day
it seems to be a pity that it controled me you killed me dead within
your face i despise you killed me within, wishing for you to die
i feel so insane, here i am i am going to murder my ownself....
do you wish to see, everything i done so far meant nothing for you
it was all a stupid trick you played on me, so dead i feel so dead
so dead, so dead, so dead i feel, so dead, so dead, so dead i feel
i guess it made you smile to see me die oh what can i do so dead
so dead within, so dead, so dead, so dead within, you kill me...
im worst then everyone, i invested in being blessed,
how long will i live to see my own defeat, living this way
with my life out im less dangerous, i've gone insane, here i am now |
