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Can't Hide Away
written by Khaotic09:41 PM 4/6/05cant think anyway eachday the love fading away
cant you ever be something true, something real
cant always give whats comming back to me today
cant think of whats truely your real life
always hidden away, troubled by your own lies
you live the lie of your life cant accept it
take your time bring back the joy of living
time consumed manipulated by the few taken heart
crushed soul make me one of your kind i am true
everyday life gets too harder wishing to hide away
im heading for my own fall, just one question..
do you really care, everytime i ask god damn it
you advoid the damn question everyday hide away
like some god damn punk freak i feel you take control
should i keep going on this way the only thing i got for now
everytime i look at you i see something that makes me
like some god damn punk freak i feel you take control
something i cant believe, you take the whole me
watching you it seems to be what i been longing for
something i cant seem to pass just something meant to be
i stare and wonder is this meant for me, do i really need you
something i cant get away from,i remember it builds up inside
i feel so loved inside i feel so sad, will i die again...
so will you ever run away, never listen, never listen too me
so will you ever run away, run away, run away, run away
do you find it hard to listen, hard to listen, hard to listen
do you wish to bring the past back, bring the past back..
i wish i could hold you today, wish you knew how much i care
the chaos brings me to be left alone, leaving me to be here
i am running from my own insanity, my life trapped within
waiting for the day i see my own life becomes happy...
nothing waiting for me tomorrow, i find my self trying to run
running to nowhere left in a trapped as i lay here looking
knowing what i thought im loosing, living this way eachday
something waiting something lost, something gone away...
i want to feel what they all feel, learning it doesnt exist
i find it hard to listen, do you seem to be whats real
dreaming of death is the only thing i have to live anymore
watching the rain fall, wishing myself to die away...
i want to wash away all my hurting, the dreams of death
makes me more depressed then what i seem, the madness
why must you avoid me, im waiting for the day i will die
i feel like something not meant for you, something unexisiting
noone around me, feels like i am left here nowhere to hide
eachday giving into death, wanting something real, something
feeling like im the only one left to be alone here it is dark
trying to hide away from something turned away from me..
no true feelings, no reality left for me, giving into death
its a very risky moment in my life, if i should die before awake
makes me feel good, i want to be someone, feeling like noone
am i good enough to be someone, such a large dark silent world
living through each day finding it hard to speak about my life
just another person in a hollow world, frozen within time... |
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