what is it you do is bring me down release me
bring your pain bring me down, im so bored
i know that i am such a dead person to you
with your reality gone, here we go now..
i feel so insane, i am unalive, i am a killer
breaking me down, takening me down, i laugh..
at what you do, i am worser then you, i do all
a small smile comes from you, it will be hated
how long will we be dead within, with a smile
here we go now, i feel so insane, i am unalive
i am a killer, i am a lier, breaking me down
takening me down, i laugh at what you do
i am worser then you, i do all, a small smile
comes from you, it will be hated, how long
will we be dead within, with a smile on faces
i forgot what i think,i wonder why is it hard
facing my same mistakes make me wanna break
always tried to live through it, it makes me dead
take another step i want to drop to the ground
its so fun to pretend whats happening i know im
turning crazy, how long will i live through this
turn my lights, its un-religous, i am unreal
little girl lock the door, turn off the lights
i do the best, i take my head and make it real
hello is anyone still there, with my lights out
i am so stupid here i am now,i am not alot though
whats the point on going on anymore, i am dead
take my nife and cut my wrists, take my pain away
how long, how long, how long, how long, how long
will i remember my own mistakes and pain, how long
we are just teenagers how far will this go on
its not so fun to loose and pretend it will go away
and i know i saw a dirty whore, what will it take
how long, how long, how long, how long, how long
will i keep surviving, how long, will i keep alive
take my heart and make me something to regert
took my heart away i feel so blessed now...
how long, how long, how long, how long, how long
will i keep forgetting my own pain, how long will i
how long, how long, how long, how long, how long
i did all my best, a small smile will i ever forget
feeling all that i had thrown at the dumpsters
seeing whats mying being taken away to a faraway place
twisting my pride within i suffer inside my house
i beg to differ of happyness, i forgot about happyness
i found what is so hard to find being forgotten within
how long will i survive with my own pain,feeling insane
i am so stupid, i am alive, and i follow my own denial
take my heart and throw it away like your own reality
took my head i know its wrong to beg, release me away
i am so unsured of my own self state in life, im alive
breaking me down, takening me down, i laugh..
at what you do, i am worser then you, i do all
a small smile comes from you, it will be hated
how long will we be dead within, with a smile
here we go now, i feel so insane, i am unalive
i am a killer, i am a lier, breaking me down
takening me down, i laugh at what you do
i am worser then you, i do all, a small smile
comes from you, it will be hated, how long
will we be dead within, with a smile on faces
i forgot what i think,i wonder why is it hard
facing my same mistakes make me wanna break
how long, how long, how long, how long, how long...
will i hold onto my reality, will i be crushed down
with my wrists cut i am dead now, smiling at you
i am a fly to you in a big world, smashed by you
laughed and mocked by you, take my reality away
regerting all that i had, wish to take it all back
how long, how long, will i survive, how long, how long
will i survive, how long, how long, how long, how long
open your hands to my nife, take it and bleed within
wake up, are you sleeping yet, wake up, are you dead
whats good for me,is what i need todo,how long,how long
will i sit here bleeding within myself,run away from me
take my heart with you, eating my reality away from me
i really hate you,if you dont stop this insanity i will
slitting my wrists makes you want to wake up, wake up
you think im better to be dead, god damn you hid away
why wont you be there for me, cant you ever be there
hey you say its ok to mess with suicide,how about murder
you mock me, death will be today, i cant always be you
your falling from me, you make dead within, the suicide
your toss and turn, as i slit my wrist, you feel it too
so slow and silent, it breaks you down, it breaks you
twisting my reality, it wont go away, it wont go away
it wont go away, it wont go away, it wont go away till i
suicide,you broke me down,you never loved me you hate me
its killing me, feeling my own soul screaming, it fades
i cannot live without you, i cant be without you...
make me go away, it breaks me down, touching my mind
you break me down, why do you eat my reality away
you mock me when i am up, you break me down when im down
i dont know what to do, feeling like avoided within
i need somebody, i need you, cant i ever win, why must i
loose, cant i ever win, nothing left for me, breaking me
seeing someone,hearing the screams of the suffering in me
as i feel my heart fall from me, i feel it fall from me
crushing me beating my sanity down, as you smile at me...
why wont it go away, why wont it go away, why wont it go
as you fall away from me like a curse, killing me away
i am feeling like im fading within, i am broken down
everyone left me, will i ever find them, why is it far
i feel insane these thoughts i believe now, noone here
why does my life unreal, why cant i give up, why cant i
what will i be, what will i be, what will i be...
inside i feel my heart feeling ripped, you laugh at me
you left me, you ran away, you wont stay, breaking me
i always hoping for it to all go away, fade away, hating
you hate me and everything you seen in me, cant be this
i cant believe i have been hiding from something unreal
such drama, look within my eyes, do you see my pride
cant i ever find what i have lost, why did you do this
i am stuck in place never to be found, crying within
today wont be the same, my heart isnt quite here
watch as the blood flows down, slitting my wrists
watching the blood flow down, slitting my wrists
dont you know that you killed me, all your lies....
if you have helped me, you stole my heart away
alive, alive, alive, alive, alive, alive, alive, alive
will this be all fun and games, will this be this way
creating your own fame, you feel your ways are real
but its leaving your mind again, its so unreal to be
all i did was look for you, the moment i saw you
just to get some love and attention, what does it mean
its just something i feel, i wanted something, i hate it
i feel as you laugh at me, it already left me again
its so unreal as the way i feel, it makes me so unreal
i feel so unreal within,dont you feel it again its unreal
it makes me dead, crushs my fate within, its so unreal
why didnt you try,i just wanted to be with you,cant you see
i tried, i tried to find, i tried to see, i tried to find
i am lieing,i am dying within,why cant you be someone for me
i needed you to be there for me, someone for me to be there
i am hating somebody,i am hating someone,hating what is real
all my unreal fantasies, was pushing me down, i want to see
can you try to talk to me, why are you trying to be somebody
when your someone, all my fate can be found within you
you tried to look away, you brought me down, i wont give in
throwing down my own secert thoughts, i want to kill within
i tried to take myself down, cant you stop not looking at me
each day more dying, always tried to kill, ending up feeling
should i keep on take these slits, will i ever get away
will i ever be happy, i wish you just looked at me, i feel
the pain within, each day i feel more dead within, take me
anymore contact, or should i just wake up and smash myself
so tell me what will i fight for, what will i loose for
i cant take this no more, what will i do anymore, will i die
just cant let you go, why cant i take this anymore cant go
will i end up dead this way, giving me a reason to suicide
how close am i to be dead,holding on to you,it makes me alive
staying the same way, what a way to regert what you done
in my eyes i see you within my soul, you take me somewhere high
will i regert my own suicide,will i ever regert for what i done
can i ever be free from this pain, you took me higher, higher
betrayed my own reality, on other words in my mind dreaming of
pain, disconnected from my own network within my reality
restated whats real, reowning what i am too be, but this pain
the remake of my ownself, i loved you, i loved you, i loved you
why did you been mean to me you think it will all be fine for me
i find it hard to believe you anymore, nothing left for me here
i am about to slit my wrist, feeling lost its all fine,no it wont
i am about to slit my wrist, feeling all that was mying now lost
what do you want me to be, why must i be this way, cant run away
i cant believe whats to be, will i ever be alive, hating me always
always trying to hope for you, that you will be there for me,hating
i cant take this pain anymore, you want me to leave,cutting myself
you always leave me to be, why must i live this way, cant run away
how long, how long, how long, will i try to go on, how long, how long
can i hold on, how long, how long, how long, will i be left for dead
how long, how long, how long, will i be alive, how long, how long
how long, will i be alive, how long, will i be alive, how long
how long, will i carry on, how long, will i be set free, how long
remember me before i am gone, bring your hate and pain just..,how long
how long, till i hold on, how long, how long, will i be here, how long
turn the lights on, here i am now....how long |
