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Waisted Hours
written by Khaotic08:53 PM 4/8/05everyone watch out, i cant take it
i always want to be, something i wasnt it
its the only thing i will try to do
blaming everyone for what i have done
i dont want to live this way, cant change it
somebody always let me live this way
its my only disgrace, its worth this
am i going to drown in my disgracefulness
if i never hated i would never survive
denying everything that came from me
never wanted to live this way, dont want to
somebody nobody ever let me live this way
as i am developing a new sickness its me
hating everything inside of my mind, melting
do i even wanted to be this way have i failed
now this time i have to take my own pain
as i am living this new life, everything twisted
as if i gotten to far in my own life..
as it makes my life as new desire no desire
is this whats worth my life, suffering my hate
everything i know, trying to forget it all
dont wanted to be this way, but it makes my new life
noone ever trys to help me, as it makes my new life
everything making me want to break it all, new life
crying in my head, suffering it all, hating it all
did i even wanted to hate everyone,suffering instead?
but never tried to change my life, somebody help me
because my life is becoming a new life, suffering pain
i wont take it, i wont live it, i wont be it, i wont make it
dieing if i try to fight it, breaking me apart slowly
because my hate will never change, as it speeds through my mind
generating thoughts as i am trying to forget my suffering life
ouputing everything out cant take what comes out, such a painful state
still i am waisting every day and hour of my life here today
how did i let it twist my mind, how can i even make it all go away
just want it all to go away, feeling as i am waisting it all away
now i am drowning inside of my mind, trying to find escape
never wanted to be this way, never wanted to live this way
just wanted to give it all away, i will never be drowned, drowned
i will never get drowned, no i wont be drowned by you... try to.. |
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