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Breaking At Me
written by Khaotic09:06 PM 4/8/05this ways are beating me down
all i did was learned to live
why should i get this pain
what did this do too me, i hate it
i hate to feel this way again
i felt it as it came over me again
its so unreal as the way i feel again
i felt it as it came over me again
its so unreal as the way i feel again
what did i do to make me this happen
i saw as its eating my reality away
it took my pride right from my life
i have noone to help me,nowhere to run
why does it make me forget everthing
i have nowhere to think, no place..
lately it has been erasing everything
it felt as if its not even there
have i became insane, or am i gone?
what if there is no way to become sane
so i am so angry as i thought i was
but it feels as if i am gone am i here
so i been trying to find away..
but havent found away yet, hating this
its all breaking up inside of me
its ripping my thoughts away from me
so what if its already me, what if?
feeling as if i am already gone and dead
so i run away, as i see faces as they haunt me
trying to find a place to run away from it all
but it seems its all just breaking down on me
like its already there waiting for me..
hating to live this way,hating to live this way
its all breaking at me, breaking at me,breaking at me
why cant i escape this puzzle of unreality
so i look for a place to end it all, everywhere
its always there waiting, its already in my reality
taken over me, taken all that was mying erasing it
just to find away to solve all these problems
as it seems to become forming so quickly, mocking me
where is the strength where should i seek for it
what can i do, where can i go, its all haunting me
why can i just throw it all, why am i cursed?
is this way it has to be for me, cant i just run away
all my pages seem to turn for me, breaking my reality
its seems everywhere i go, it seems to never end for me
why cant i be someone else, all i needed is to be normal
no i cant be, its always haunting me, breaking my reality
always hearing this and that, but never being someone
always being this and that, am i nothing, am i someone
look at whats it doing to me, why is my reality mocking me
all my hate is drowned, so i thought it already killed me
but it hasnt finished me off yet, its waiting for me..
all my hate seems to build but suddenly becomes drowned
its always trying to take me down, down, beating me down
i despise everything that it does to me, im hating it all
its been bringing my life so lonely, beating me down
as i look into the sky, i see a mirror of myself in darkness
cant anyone hear me, as i scream and run, noone seems to listen
as it takes me apart, take me down, take me down, noone hears me
as it destroyed my reality, and broke my mind, its haunting me
breaking at me, its breaking at me, its breaking at me, breaking at me |
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