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So Dead Inside
written by Khaotic09:29 PM 4/8/05Verse 1:
all my hate is there...
i needed someone never found anyone
everything has to be funny too you
all i wanted is someone, anyone
just someone to help me out...
so i am running around in circles
cant seem to find my way out
always has been tormenting me
where is all my strength where?
do what i feel is right...
all i feel is breaking my mind
caught in the dreams of my mind
it took everything that is mying
i watched as you haunted my reflection
i am falling down as you come closer
there so much shit that can stop me
too think its so fun and funny
i needed something too do...
hate to feel the sickness that lurks in you
Chorus 1:
the way i feel makes me bad, all i did is watch
a reflection of what i needed too do...
what does this do too you, for me its tormenting
i hate to feel this sickness that lurks in you
i can feel the reasons that i know why it happens
it makes me so wrong for what i had too do..
its evil that i feel from you, it makes me bad
Verse 2:
so i am crawling,as i feel the pain it comes from you
i see them looking staring at me, so i am falling..
i cant even get up, please kill me, i cant do anything
sometimes i wish i can go away and never come back
lets get this over with, i am tired of being tormented
it made me bad inside, it made insane, its ticking..
it makes me feel so dead, constantly always staring
everyone has to be mocking me, noone can ever help
please kill me, please give me my courage back
these feelings i am having... are too strong to handle
Chorus 2:
lets get it over with, its time for me to get it over
i wanted to be the one to be sane,but it makes me insane
you made me bad inside, you messed up my mind again
you made me bad inside, its crushing me...
each time i wake to a new day, i began to fail it
death so wise, watching crushing me, so unlike wise
sometimes i wish i could have the courage to kill you
lets get this over with, i am tired of being insane
lets get it over with, you already made me dead inside
i am tired of being this way, what it gives too you?
Verse 3:
every time i believe its my fate that has been takened
life has been messed up for me, never can be in peace
i cant take all this pain, i cant throw it all away
sometimes its the way i live, its all in vain
but you never see me fall from pride, it took me away
no i wasnt meant to be this way, it fell from me today
something somewhere inside my mind took me today
nothing something is never fine for me today...
its always takening apart of me everyday...
Chorus 3:
each day it kicks me on the butt for nothing...
something inside of me, its all tooken away from me
but i will never fall from my pride, it took it away
hating everything anywhere each day, give me pride
give me fear, so i can hide, god never gave me fear
each day i can feel it fall from, each day its tooken
this time i have been waiting too long for me to heal
i cant even think anymore, this time it took it all
can i ever get back thats mying...
Verse 4:
it brought me down, it brought me down, it brought me..
day is always fading on me, i always fall from pride
no i cant say i am ok today, it fell away from me
it smashed and killed my pride from me...
it has always been mocking me, stealing my pride
its always spinning around in my head...
i cant take whats mying, i cant take whats mying
i am not the same, you know i am the same...
it just started all over again, i need whats mying
the way it makes me feel so dead inside...dont realize
Chorus 4:
you'd never ever gave me my pride back
you'd never ever wanted me to be free
you'd never ever let me be free
you saw the way i am, you know i am crushed at everything
your always making me feel like nothing...
you never ever loved me, you never ever cared for me
i am so dead inside, so dead inside, so dead inside
so dead inside...so dead....all my torment...i am so dead inside |
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