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Deadly Ways (#59)
written by Khaotic09:45 PM 4/8/05Verse 1:
i could see her sin swallows
as she seems to beat them all
only if they could see..her deadly ways
they never got the life to see it
just need to warn them somehow
as she is always betraying them
i could see her deadly ways
cause this feelings inside me
are so deadly as her own ways
she seems to be controling me
Chorus 1:
god please help me, help me see the light
god tell me how can i see the light
her deadly ways, deadly ways
her deadly ways, deadly ways
i am here standing so empty as she sees
the day is turning to night as she sees
she trys to beat me down, down, down
cant seem to touch the ground
as she is beating me, breaking me down
its always falling from me, from me
i never seem to loose this from me
she is beating me down, beating me
cant seem to hit the ground
she beats me into the ground
as she trys to twist me around and around
so i play as she seems to go away from me
she's falling away from me, from me
she's falling away, away, away, away
Verse 2:
sometimes its her life she can hurt
but she will never see me fall
she is trying to take apart of me
she and i werent meant to be
feeling like a clown on her leash
sometimes i cant take this fate
sometimes i can fall from grace
but she wont see my fall from it
she and i problay meant to be
as something eats my feelings away
argh,argh,argh aaaah arghaaah, haaha
lets go so same thing so something
so same thing so something samething
isnt fine, isnt fine, cant find
something inside me, is making me go insane
she and i where meant to be, meant to be
Chorus 2:
god, god, god, damn, god, god damn
as i am swiming in my own fantasys
as i show no mercy falling down
i wanna see her try to fall for me
come on i am gonna make her do it
why is she trying to mess my head
why is she scratching at me
as i cant draw my hate out
as my thoughtless fantasy evolves
i will hear myself bleed and scream
i am about to make myself hate against me
if she takes a swing at me i am gonna go down
why the hell do you think this does to me?
Verse 3:
something can be lost forever and never seen
life always plays with me, can never stop
i want to always be there for you, for you
sometimes i cant take this pain
sometimes its always you i cant take
feeling like your clown on a leash
nothing in this is life is ever free
fine?,is something fine?, no, something fine?
Chorus 3:
hurt hate something somekind some fate
something some no somewhere something fate
something somewhere somekind is fate
someone somewhere somekind something fate
she is stares at me, she stares at me, at me
i am just watching her, watching her
thought she was my friend but it never ends
i need her to be someone something somekind
giving her this and that, recieving nothing
feeling like a freak, cant understand it
Verse 4:
all i needed is to be someone something...
i look i stare i watch i shine i need..her
i am already feeling tired as she comes my way
she is always falling away from, hiding away
day as it seems to fade from me its not better
she beats me down, down into this ground
she cant seem to hear my voice
she's...falling away...falling from me
Chorus 4:
twisting me away, cant make her go away
so i pray make her go away.....go away
she falling away from me, she falls from me
its all my fault, that she is falling from me
argh, argh, argh, argh aaaah, argh aaah
its beating my mind, cant make a sound
all my fantasys are smashed into the ground
as her screaming my name,i am down on the ground
Verse 5:
something seems to fade from me, feeling dead
i want to see her smile, how many times did i?
nothing in my life seems ok, sometimes its me
i cant take this away from me, something
she cant fall from me today, she is here today
something-somewhere-some-argh-ah-no-argh-aahrgh
part of me, falls from me today, falls from me
something-somewhere-some-argh-ah-no-argh-aahrgh
part of me, falls from me today, falls from me
Chorus 5:
honestly, it seems that i am always dreaming
but this doesnt mean my life is all a dream
i dont know why i am standing here waiting
trying to control myself seems to be the only way
so i dont feel like waiting, i wait for her
she's falling away from, falling from me
as my mind seems to be spinning around 'round
it feels....it feels...like she is waiting for me
something makes me want to get her, argh
something makes me want to loose her, argh
everytime i believe it,she is already gone from me
Verse 6:
do i want to see the truth, cant always feel it
sometimes i seem to take this fate, cant change it
i will never see myself fall from my grace
she seems to be watching me as i am standing here
something somewhere isnt fine, takes apart of me
i wish to see her deadly ways, her deadly ways
she seems so caring to me, cant this always be
no i just want this just for me, cant it be
burning like a goat inside, seems it doesnt end
cant someone ever believe me, all i needed is to be
no just her for me, argh, giving this and that
its all related to my hate i believe i do
i am nothing.....to her...i am noone just someone
all i needed is to be something to her just for her
Chorus 6:
i look, i smile, i cry, i die , i burn , i fry
i need something, something to help me someone
i need something, something, something to help me
all i need...is to be someone....to her..just someone
why do i seem to be a load of crap to her....
just thanking of my twisted fantasy's....
i want her to be there for me, just for me
why is this always happening to me, is this funny
its always smashing at me, my hate is being drowned
by my thoughtless plans, i could try to tear her down
but i will bleed and scream, thinking of twisted plans
i want to make her believe in me, cause i am gong to
so she can see i am going to be somone to her
cause i wont bleed and scream, all my friends are away
they are all gone, they all begged and screamed
it grabs my heart and smashs into the wall
it grabs my heart and smashs into the wall
i will not be drowned i will not be dead
all my love wont be lost it will be all found
cause i will make her deadly ways go away
all her deadly ways will be drowned
so you think she can tear me down, break me down
it wont happen to me... her deadly ways are drowned |
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