I think I have it under control,
but then things start to roll,
and then I'm right back at the start,
still confused and out of control,
looseing everything I had,
fighting for it seems to be futile,
childish,
and things just lead me back to being alone.
The only thing that keeps me holding on,
is that fact that theres you,
my star to fallow,
guideing me down this path,
this path I cant control.
I wish I had a plan,
a way of knowing what would happen,
will this end in disaster?
will you turn away from me?
will the friend I know best,
leave me like the rest?
I hope not,
I didn't know...
but I continue to grow,
so maybe you will know,
and give me a second chance...
I hope. |
