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i never ment to be...
written by darkness_follows_me04:29 PM 4/10/05You looked down
and saw my wrist
you took my arm
and tried to twist
you turned it round
and than i knew
what it was, that you saw
i tried to hide it
i really did
i wear a watch
one that maybe i forgot
i took it off before my shower
than went to work
forgot all about it
thinking what to say
tears welling in my eyes
um, i mutter
than nervously scream
suprise
didn't i tell you
i um, got a new cat
beautiful creatures
but love to scratch
as i looked into his eyes
he was now sitting down
trying not to cry
don't worry about it
i say
i did this on my own
i needed a realease
something, anything to let me forget
they're not as bad as they look
please don't hate me
look beyond my twisted mask
Shane, find me
I am who you thought i was
you'r like my second dad Shane
don't think I'm not who you thought I was
I'm still me
look on the inside
who cares about the outside
i feel i should explain
see, i needed a release,
to stop the inside pain
to focus it all
so i can be happy
every day life has just got me down
Shane please don't cry
it's just a bit of blood
i admit, i never wanted to cut that deep
so many emotions made me feel that i should
and it was only that i felt i had no other choice
it makes me feel so much better Shane, it does
now Shane, i didn't want to die
but I was lost
felt so alone
now i can see the light
light for hope and dreams and goals, Shane, it's light for me
so please don't cry for me!!* |
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