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Shape
written by Genocide Reaper09:27 PM 8/6/04| I keep trying to reach out and grab the edge to keep from falling deep within this rage, to keep from getting locked within a bloody cage.. I'm not to sure if this judgement is correct, and I'll be damned if I will ever look back in retrospect to say I FUCKING LOST OUT! I WILL NOT BE ANOTHER VICTIM!... Should I search my life for mistakes and reflect on everything thats been done to me! I'v already done that and compared you to what I should do! SO NOW!>> Its only left up to me NOW!>> To see how far I can struggle while still HOLDING YOU AND THE TRUTH!(.....) I can't wait for peace to come, I have to seek it out, I have to find what I need! I don't think I would have any problem at this point with killing you and ANY HOPE OF LOVE WE HAD! BECAUSE TO ME PARTIALLY ITS ALREADY! DEAD! Already fucking dead..You heard what I said, loves just another fucking pain.. My life is now just another stain.. I guess I'm nothing but a fucked up rape.. IF YOUR LIEING YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO CHANGE THE SHAPE! THE OUT COME MUST BE SO MUCH MORE THAN I EVER DREAMED IT TO BE! THE LOSS OF YOU WOULD BE THE BEGINING OF A NEW ME! AND THE BLINDED EYE WHICH I HAVE! MY THIRD EYE MY EYE FOR LOVE! ITS BLIND!...(Stare into my eyes, let the words slip from your tongue, be who you always should be, tell all you could tell, should I ever let you win...may God come punish me for MY SINS!>>>>(!!!!!)I can't wait for peace to come, I have to seek it out, I have to find what I need! I don't think I would have any problem at this point with killing you and ANY HOPE OF LOVE WE HAD! BECAUSE TO ME PARTIALLY ITS ALREADY! DEAD! Already fucking dead..You heard what I said, loves just another fucking pain.. My life is now just another stain.. I guess I'm nothing but a fucked up rape.. IF YOUR LIEING YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO CHANGE THE SHAPE! |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
No.. I havn't been raped. I'm Sad to say that.. Because I know I would love for some Kinky Chic to beat me and Rape... But taking some punishment just for the Hell of is Close enough I suppose....Oh yeah, the Poem...Well...Bad relationship. Suicide of Love. Pain. Hate. Life. Enough Said.
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